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What the hell is wrong with you?!

// November 4th, 2009 // personal

kejap camni kejap camtu. suka hang up on me like i’m what, robot?? who am i to you? taking the easy way out bila kena confront. yea that’s what you do. daripada work things out, you’ll just say penat cakap la, tak guna cakap lah, then hang up. when i’m ceria and happy, you pun ok lah. when i’m sad and made some mistake that doesn’t even alter your life in any way pun, punyala menjauh, punyalah marah. when i’m not in a so good mood, then u pun mulalah, tanak jumpa lah, buang masa lah… ye lah your time is more precious than mine kan. when i’m in a good mood, amboi sume pun ok jek.

hish!

i am so angry at you. you treat me like a princess one moment, then like a dirt the other. what you think kalau treat baik2 tu boleh cover the dirt ke? sudah la tak boleh express my marah verbally sekarang kat picc, meluap2 panas rasa nak tempik je. orang kacau lagi kiri kanan… aaarrggghhhhhh!!!!

letih nak cover, kena maintain senyum, gelak, borak cam besa. kalau maintain muka marah ni sure org lain boleh perasan something’s wrong. tensen aku.

manusia tak pikir perasaan orang lain, cakap main lepas jek. you’re not always right anyway. bila you tanya soalan, i tengah jawab, yang cut me in the middle pehal? i have no idea how your familiy stands you and your baran.

i’m just soo angry, mad, and freaking upset. and yeah, i know just what you’ll do – you’ll just distant yourself. and everything will be my fault, as always. i tak penah nye betul. like i never made you happy. what a jerk. keep that up, and you’ll end up alone.

aarrrghhh!!!

shit i cant believe i just did tthat.