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What the hell is wrong with you?!

// November 4th, 2009 // 3 Comments » // personal

kejap camni kejap camtu. suka hang up on me like i’m what, robot?? who am i to you? taking the easy way out bila kena confront. yea that’s what you do. daripada work things out, you’ll just say penat cakap la, tak guna cakap lah, then hang up. when i’m ceria and happy, you pun ok lah. when i’m sad and made some mistake that doesn’t even alter your life in any way pun, punyala menjauh, punyalah marah. when i’m not in a so good mood, then u pun mulalah, tanak jumpa lah, buang masa lah… ye lah your time is more precious than mine kan. when i’m in a good mood, amboi sume pun ok jek.

hish!
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Oh noesss!

// August 27th, 2009 // 2 Comments » // personal

My favourite pair of shouzzzzzeee-ah.

Me like u so much!

The sole… hampir tertanggal… uwaa!!

I feel like crying. In this no-man-land here, cobblers are nowhere to be seen….uhuks!

And I have yet to buy that new black heels for work.

I wonder what he sees in me

// August 14th, 2009 // 2 Comments » // personal

In efforts trying to do things right, I usually got a very frustrated tone in return. When you’re starting to feel like you’ll never be good enough for someone, what would you do?
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My heart bleeds yet again

// January 21st, 2008 // No Comments » // personal

Somebody from my past is being plain mean to me. What is it that he has against me so much that he has to treat me this way? As far as I’m concerned, I’ve never lied to him or taken advantage of him in any way – that’s just not me. What is it that he has that he must see to it that I’ll regret my decision? Where all this hatred and grudges come from? The relationship didn’t work out is all.

Did I hurt his feelings? Maybe, yes. Did he hurt mine? Yes. Even now he is doing it. I’m starting to think he’s accustomed to get things the way he wants it. When things don’t go his way, he starts to threaten and intimidate. Baby, that’s just not the way for me.

Listen to me, look around you. Look at me. Haven’t you realized it yet I was being polite through most of our time together? Couldn’t you see it? I can’t love you that much no matter how much I tried.

And now what is this you’re doing to me? Is this a game to you? If it is, then you’ve won. Take it. If you want me to feel bad for leaving you, then feel better because yes I felt bad. I don’t want to fight you. Go away and be happy, just let me be.

Right now you’re just being mean. What I ever did to you?

// July 3rd, 2007 // No Comments » // personal

Why would you want to force something that isn’t there.

Oh.

Somebody save me please.