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What happens to facebook account?

// June 20th, 2008 // No Comments » // personal

My vampiric existence was no longer a primary focus in life. I had been abandoning my future career as a fanatic facebooker for more than a month already. That’s a looooooong time my facebook friends had not been assaulted/harrassed/annoyed/flirted with/fought. I’m going to embark another journey soon, resurrecting whatever is dead and stalled. I’m going to start spamming friends with hundreds of baskets/eggs/snowballs/pokes/you name it I’ll do it muahahahahahhaha!

Anyway, feeling like going to the malls again. Not for buying stuff, only to see what’s going on in that world again. I haven’t been in touch and that’s just so not kind you know. I’ve also been looking for that big big mug but to no avail. So it seems for future mug-owners, this is such a bad news. Buy a bowl and attach the ear at the side ok tak? You get the same effect… hehe… in jest, in jest.

Feeling like shopping for groceries. I like taking stuff and throw them in the trolley. Get home and cook… yum yum.. thinking all the food I want to cook. I’m kinda hungry lah at the moment. Chicken and mushrooms in oyster sauce. Blackpepper shripms. Fuh! Ok pop that cloud now.

And also I feel like buying books. Such a long time since I opened a book before bedtime and read. Stupid work I must say kept messing with my mind, couldn’t have deep baby sleep these days. I want to reread all Harry Potter’s. It’s dangerous if I walk in to any bookstores now, so I resolute to reread existing old books. That should do it right? As to not making empty promises (lalala…) let’s see if I can fit the books somewhere before sleep. Hmm… *deep in thought*

Duskdreaming

// September 5th, 2007 // No Comments » // bookcrossing, open source

I have finished HP 7 some weeks ago and I must say I don’t really like it. Yak.

And right now I’m reading Trading Up and I’m not even quarter-way through the book and I’m saying right now that I don’t like it, at all. What a waste. Yak Yak. I’ll send it away to someone in BookCrossing.

I was driving home today and something came up in my mind. I was imagining a life of my own – alone. I don’t know why or how it came to me but it was fascinating. Getting a cat and eating vanilla ice cream while writing letters on my bed sounds intriguingly inviting. Cats and ice creams maybe not fascinating to you but it is to me. I’m not good with cats. Or any pets for that matter. While I LOVE vanilla ice creams, I’ve never done it with letters, or on my bed. I would have ice creams filled up my fridge and enjoy them anytime I want – while watching tv, while doing work, while watching dvds, while driving to work, while listening in skypecast, while every possible thing. I would get home and play with my cat first. Then I would ask him how his day was. And then I would complaint about work and how the weather had been so odd. He would be bored of course but then I would reward him with his favorite food. When I go to bed I would let my cat sleep with me.

Oh my, I’m so out of sync. It doesn’t sound as exciting now. But then again it was what kept me away from the traffic jam.

I’ve had other glimpses of various lifestyle (well you can’t do nothing much when you’re driving alone but imagining things) but they’re far more cruel and free and unforgivably high spirited so I’m not going to tell anyone but my closest circle who asks. Lalalala.

Hey I’m so interested in Wikify project. More on that later.

And I have to spread the word: http://www.hpmerdeka.com. The prizes are ok. I’ve registered but don’t know when can I upload anything…hehehe.

Old friends didn’t recognize me?

// July 22nd, 2007 // No Comments » // life

We went out yesterday to celebrate Ammar’s birthday. Went to see Harry Potter and afterwards got him the new HP book.

It was a good day.

I read the last 3 or 4 pages of the book and you know what, I felt this sudden warm feeling and it was just so overwhelming. I was left speechless. Yes books do have that effect on you. Those who don’t read, or those who feel they don’t have time to read – whatever your choice is, you know, you’re missing out alot here. I mean just pick up any book, a small one and commit to it. You will learn alot, not just how amazing books are but you’ll get to know yourself better. You’ll know how to make better choices. And you’ll know how to live. If there is a will, there is a way ladies and gentlemen…

There’s something that have happened to me twice and I can’t take it off my mind. Early this year, when I went out for lunch I thought I saw an old schoolmate – Farah Farhan, in Dataran Glomac, Kelana Jaya. We were sitting across each other and I kept on staring but she didn’t seem to recognize me. Our eyes met a few times and I was smiling the whole time actually, well, my colleagues whom I was having lunch with couldn’t stop telling jokes. I kept looking at her until I finally gave up. I couldn’t be mistaken. She’s a splitting image of Farah – putih melepak, petite, muka manis. Farah was not a classmate but she was in SPM98 – everyone of that batch knows everyone from that batch. Who are we kidding here. We’re all quite bonded by our hostorical facts, in a way….

And yesterday, I thought I saw Natrah in SACC. She was with a lady friend, both clad in baju kurung. I didn’t notice them until they were right in front of me. We looked at each other once and I don’t think she knows who I am. I was trying to figure out if it was really Natrah and my body actually turned following the direction they were going. She was a classmate and a very challenging hi-class (yes that’s what I labeled the A students then) one too. And that’s the second time another SPM98′er didn’t recognize me.

And then it just snapped – do I look really different??? I remember a buka puasa session a few years back and Natrah was there, along with Areen. Farah was also a roommate.

Maybe they’re not who I think they are. Maybe I’m mistaken. Pelanduk dua serupa kot… But if they were really Natrah and Farah, hmmmm… I don’t know what to say lah. Do I look that different now? I’m not offended, just curious, you know. Sometimes I think it’s funny.

The good news is that Odah still reconizes me!! Yay! Luckily she has my phone number and she messaged me to ask is that me who she saw at Fariz Maju. I didn’t notice the message right away because of the noise there but who cares. I got the message late and didn’t have the opportunity to meet her but my old friend still recognizes my face. And with that, I end this post with a happy note. Yay!!

Tidaaaaaaaaaaakkkkkk

// July 20th, 2007 // No Comments » // bookcrossing

You know Harry Potter’s last book is going to be released worldwide tomorrow right?

And I also know (for quite a some time now) that the book has leaked on the internet and people can download it for free. I have made no effort whatsoever to get it, and I don’t know why. And today, I visited Georgous One’s blog and there it is – spoilers!!! AAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

Chet!

Now I feel like I should’ve done something about the leak. Be a bad girl, take advantage or something. I have regret THIS big.

We’ve preordered the book long time ago and we’re going to get it tomorrow but I’m going to have to wait like a week, after Ammar finishes with it.

Can I have a copy please O Georgous One? Terasa amat gundah gelana sekarang ok.

Uwaaaaa!!

I was looking for Harry Potter books…

// January 9th, 2007 // No Comments » // personal, work

….but I could only find 2 of them. What happened to the rest??? There goes my source of entertainment last weekend. Like I had the time to read these days. Everything wanted in a hurry I can find a little time for myself lately. Managed to squeeze in some time for a DVD last night, and a handful of good sleep. Amidst of all this madness, I finally able to spend the hours like I have all the time in the world… lalalalala….

Anyway, since things have been crazy, I couldn’t spend so much time outside of the house. The boss even let me work from home. Same goes to Adda as well.

Penpaling is starting to take flight – which I am sooo happy about. I mean you spend 24/7 in front of your pc and typing. Don’t you get agitated after a while? Like you lose touch with reality or something. I feel like I’m missing out alot. Not to mention missing on alot of company events while we’re in Brunei. Everytime we get back we’re like new staff or something, always looking around and being hushed to update meetings, no place to sit since they are always full. New faces keep popping up every now and then. Good to know that we’ve moved to a new place, new surrounding and less hectic. So we got our own place and bigger area to kick people when we get nervous or stressed out…

Anyway my point is at the end of the day what I need to unwind is laying on the bed, just before sleep, with a pen and a paper, thinking about what to write to another living person on another side of the world. And then writing it down. The key verb here is write. I’ve come to realize that no matter how fast emails can be, I can never catch up with them. Yet the funny thing is I’m a web developer. How strange. But then again people usually do the opposites of what they always do to break free don’t they.

I have bad news: I’ll be in a plane heading towards Brunei at this time of the hour tomorrow.

I’m in a dilemma – Bestari 206 or Picanto Suria or Getz?

*sigh* I think I’m going to take a nap.