I can never live without this!

It has been one of my favorite scents and I stay loyal to this one. I wish they come in EDP though. With this one I had to spritz 3 times everytime.

I need to get back my camera. I feel lifeless without it. Not that I’m into photography, I just feel incapable without it. I want to take some pictures! Phone cam is really not that satisfying. Now if only I could show you how miserable my room is right now…

I AM IN DIRE NEED OF A THUMBDRIVE. Why I didn’t try to get one all this while is beyond me. It’s not that expensive. I guess I was just too lazy to go these IT places alone. But oh my god do I need one. Ok before I get carried away by the absence of a tiny cheap gadget, it’s already March people! Just when I thought I still have 12 months to go…

Long break really knocks me back at work – I spent half day figuring what everyone else was doing the past week so I could write the report. And then some. Urghhh!!! Now I’m in between controllers and models, trying out to figure out what did I do last week. I hate leaving on a spur like that because I didn’t do enough mental notes to connect to when I get back to it.

It is now 3.30pm, 2 more hours I’ll rush out of here. I don’t know, sometimes it happens to people I guess. There are days when the stars are just not aligned, the moon is not so bright, the wind seems stale, etc, you get the idea. Oh well at least I get a week break which is never a bad thing. Only now I have started to realized how busy I’m going to be the rest of this year.

Already given the assignment on computer networks. I never liked networks — eeek! Binary tree and such is such a welcoming balance to this semester. I don’t really care how computers are interconnected, just get me a working one, well connected one and let me build the apps ok. You worry about setting up the infrastructure, I worry about how to store the data and manipulate them. Isn’t that sound nicer. There’s network programming paper coming up – wonder whether or not will I like it. We’ll see.

I’m rambling.

Better go now before I start saying more nonsensical stuff.

On last note: I have this sudden, an immense liking to bachata music. Just perfect to listen to at night, especially if you have that special someone. Warning: if you don’t like latin music, don’t bother. You have been warned – you are prohibited to cringe upon listening.

Song 1 – Ven Tu

Listen to it while you can, I’m going to take it down in a few days and after that you’re on your own tralalalaa ~~

Grilled chicken & tomato, with mushroom sauce

Fairly easy to do. Normally I take 2 pieces but today I didn’t have lunch so there you go. Wish I had more green vegetables in the fridge – pepper and the like. Besides, I intend to stay up all night tonight to finish up some pending tasks so I need the energy boost.

I didn’t catch any sleep last night, busying myself watching Christina Aguilera’s Back To Basics tour. Whoa some tour! And then I tried installing Gyach. I have it running now but oh my god what an ass that app is. I should submit patches or something.

Tomorrow I’ll have grilled steak, maybe. And at night grilled seafood. Yeah! Ever since my mom bought me that grilling pan the kitchen felt like heaven now. I mentioned to her only once that I had been looking for that pan, when I already had forgotten about it, it’s on my bed one day. Hmm… mothers are timeless! For the record I did make an effort to buy it myself and I didn’t ask her to buy it for me, but every time I found one it’s like RM500 or something. Why in the world people high-price these days.

It’s been so long since I had grilled pineapple. Sweet caramelized pineapple slices, dipped in chocolate sauce… oooohhh…. tomorrow it is!

I’m blogging during working hours. I got this list of pending tasks waiting next. I just solved that tricky join-tables auto-generated-form I-want-it-this-way-not-that-way cakephp thing that had taken me 3 days so chill ok. Give me a break.

For the record, I’m not that tired as described in first paragraph. That’s just for dramatic introduction. :p I’m lucky coz I had a couple of long breaks in the past 6 months. I was just thinking of something. Sometimes I do get tired and pissed but around that time usually I’ll think about what I love most about my job. And believe it or not, this is something I like doing for the rest of my working life. I love coding, I love the problem solving stuff going on it in, I love the discipline of writing codes and above all, I just love the logic. 1 + 1 is always 2. If you say otherwise, you’re insane – go to rehab.

I was thinking about my former workplace – SYABAS. Boy how I loved working there. I joined PUAS just after I graduated. The HR Senior Manager at that time gave me a choice, programmer at HQ or at one of its district branches. Of course I chose HQ, I knew it would cost me more traveling but it would worth it. There I met amazing people. I was quickly assigned a mentor and quickly became part of the team. It was a very friendly and family-like atmosphere, we still keep in touch with each other now. The great team aside, what got me excited, though I never understood it at the beginning until later, was how big the IT potential was in assisting the day to day operations – to supply clean water throughout Selangor & KL, and it was up to us so to speak to automate stuff, make their life easier. When I first got there almost everything was done manually or the technology was outdated. I have to agree part of it was because of limited budget.

The HQ IT department then only consist of 20+ people, app team there with 5 of us. Kak Izan was (still is) the lead. The first thing was to get intranet up – it took a year to get all PUAS staff to get used to it (training, training, training – can’t blame them it’s human nature to forget). En. Suhaimi was (still is) the big boss, he is a man with a vision with so many bright practical ideas. I think within 3 years after SYABAS takeover he went from a senior manager to a general manager and now something higher than a GM. I can safely say whatever IT infrastructure and applications there now came out from him, mostly. All that and he is such a humble person. I have high respect for this man. An open source enthusiast also, if I may add.

The intranet, can you believe it, was developed from scratch. It won a government award for its functionality a year later. When I left in 2006, a module that lets anyone logs in and see their workspace was being developed. If I can remember correctly, user can login and see their upcoming meetings, things need to be approved, private messages, etc. There were independent systems too – telemetry (monitoring water level in reservoirs etc), billing, accounting, HR, customer service. All this was using different technology and we had to get all of them together and integrate. Linda was working with inventory system that should talk to the accounting system to manage in and out/ purchasing of pipes, machinery, trucks, valves etc. Nisa was working with online bulk payment for those company that has branches all over the place and want to monitor transactions of each. This app of course need to talk to accounting also. Husna was working with online submission of new plans for the housing developers for approval. What was done manually that could’ve taken weeks was cut down to a few days. Me? I was kept busy with online mapping, digitizing pipes layout. Such horrid experience. Do you know that back then they didn’t document it properly, everything was inside engineer’s head. There was also some other system being developed at the same time.

I remember the fun when we found local celebrities addresses. And there was this one thing that would blow siren when something was wrong – I forgot what it is. Also the mass sms system just sitting nearby we could but didn’t abuse. We painted the training room on our own – that one is unforgettable haha! We had Nagios to monitor the connections to our district offices on suspended monitor so we all could see (this simple solution saved us alot of time investigating when something happened).

They have come a long way since then. Numbers of people has grown I think. I don’t know how it is doing now anyway. Back then, there was already so many systems but how did we handle it? By documentations. I was told to follow the ERD, the flowcharts and the wireframes established beforehand. This way it’s kinda easy to know where to plug a new system to an old one. New people coming in also can just have a look at that and can catch up pretty fast from there. Any probable amendments, talk to Kak Izan first. Now she is such an open person and smart. Also she knows how to talk and reason. She gave me a good lesson in database design while I was there. She has earned my respect so long ago, together with Nisa, Husna and Linda.

In the end all this word of love and hurrah, so why did I left? I couldn’t stand the shitty pay and discrimination by the very upper management.

Oh and if you’re curious, new systems then were developed using PHP and MySQL. There was also various technology involved at that time at system integration level: Oracle, Sun, SQL Server, PostgreSQL, ASP.

A father means so many things
An understanding heart
A source of strength and of support
Right from the very start

A constant readiness to help
In a kind and thoughtful way
With encouragement and forgiveness
No matter what comes your way

A special generosity
And always affection, too
A father means so many things
When he’s a man like you

- unknown author

Free books!

I’m only going to give it away to a fellow bookcrosser so go and register yourself if you want this free. Yes I’ll just mail it to you, no need to pay me anything. Yea I’m that generous . I got it for free too from someone in Germany. See the journal here.

Well well since we’re on giving away mood, anyone wants this too? The Olive Season: Amour, a New Life and Olives Too. I reached halfway and now I forgot what I read and kinda lazy to reread it. This one is actually travel-biographical thing. A british actress got married and now living in Italy and growing olives. See journal. Ah bliss! Wish I could just go somewhere and grow strawberries and shoes.

And also Call Me Elizabeth by Dawn Annandale up for grabs. This one is biography I guess. It’s basically the author’s life as a call girl in London. I don’t like it. See journal.

Looks like I’m giving away books I don’t like today…. hmmm… well there’s time for everything.

Want any of the books? Here’s how it works.

1. PM me via your bookcrossing account. Else, I won’t accept.
2. I’ll get back to you for your address, doesn’t matter where you live.
3. I’ll mail it to you.
4. When you get it you better journal it down in your bookcrossing account or I will personally hunt you down and hire an assassin.

Hey it’s free, do some work ok.

External hardisk casing
The one I have right now is ok except that I can’t move it or it will get disconnected *sigh*

Thumbdrive
I haven’t had this since I lost a couple of them 2 years ago.

DVD
To stock up movies =P

Revlon 2-way cake in Toast
Alright guys you don’t need to know unless you’re hip and metrosexual =P . Girls, the one I bought doesn’t suit my skin tone, it’s 2 shades lighter, I don’t want to look like zombies. If anyone wants it, it’s up for RM40 (retails at RM60, L’oreal, forgot which shade, will update later)

Red blusher
Need this one badly

MAC shadestick in Sharkskin + Stila Cloud eyeshadow
I want I want I want!

Some lingerie
Oh how I need to update my wardrobe. Money, please fall from the sky to my lap. This is for the greater good of mankind. ]]> http://cawanpink.net/2008/10/list-of-wanties/feed/ 0 http://cawanpink.net/2008/10/work-for-4-days-a-week/ http://cawanpink.net/2008/10/work-for-4-days-a-week/#comments Fri, 10 Oct 2008 03:02:00 +0000 cawanpink http://web/wordpress/2008/10/work-for-4-days-a-week/ Workplace experiment

I can dream can’t I?

The discussions below it is interesting. ]]> http://cawanpink.net/2008/10/work-for-4-days-a-week/feed/ 0 http://cawanpink.net/2008/06/what-happens-to-facebook-account/ http://cawanpink.net/2008/06/what-happens-to-facebook-account/#comments Fri, 20 Jun 2008 02:37:00 +0000 cawanpink http://web/wordpress/2008/06/what-happens-to-facebook-account/ My vampiric existence was no longer a primary focus in life. I had been abandoning my future career as a fanatic facebooker for more than a month already. That’s a looooooong time my facebook friends had not been assaulted/harrassed/annoyed/flirted with/fought. I’m going to embark another journey soon, resurrecting whatever is dead and stalled. I’m going to start spamming friends with hundreds of baskets/eggs/snowballs/pokes/you name it I’ll do it muahahahahahhaha!

Anyway, feeling like going to the malls again. Not for buying stuff, only to see what’s going on in that world again. I haven’t been in touch and that’s just so not kind you know. I’ve also been looking for that big big mug but to no avail. So it seems for future mug-owners, this is such a bad news. Buy a bowl and attach the ear at the side ok tak? You get the same effect… hehe… in jest, in jest.

Feeling like shopping for groceries. I like taking stuff and throw them in the trolley. Get home and cook… yum yum.. thinking all the food I want to cook. I’m kinda hungry lah at the moment. Chicken and mushrooms in oyster sauce. Blackpepper shripms. Fuh! Ok pop that cloud now.

And also I feel like buying books. Such a long time since I opened a book before bedtime and read. Stupid work I must say kept messing with my mind, couldn’t have deep baby sleep these days. I want to reread all Harry Potter’s. It’s dangerous if I walk in to any bookstores now, so I resolute to reread existing old books. That should do it right? As to not making empty promises (lalala…) let’s see if I can fit the books somewhere before sleep. Hmm… *deep in thought*

And then yesterday I made late discovery about the sore throat I’ve been having since Friday. I must’ve had been reaaallly distracted by the fever that I didn’t notice it earlier. Sore throats either comes with it or causes it right? But anyway, my body temperature was so high Saturday night, I was literally forced to take shower in wee hours of 3 or 4. Kraaazeee I’m telling you, I was shaking during the whole process. Ice cold and I had to go through it for full 5 minutes. What a torture.

But it did me good, the temperature went down a little.

Of all the sickness in the world, I really hate fever because it makes me weak. I could barely even move my hands, let alone stand or walk. If I was alone I couldn’t care less what would happen to me. I would’ve just slept slept and slept and I wouldn’t care if I had eaten or not. Thank god I’m ok now. Only abit worried since I still have the sore throat.

I wish I had more sleep. Today my eyes look like panda’s. Thanks to the stupid fever.